School days.

Today I got my girls school clothes. I feel freaking fantastic!!! It is a huge relief to have it finished. :D The only thing left is the supplies. I need to know who the teachers are before I can but those. ;)

Love it!

I got a new camera, and I love it!! I have wanted a nice one for so long. Not that I did not appreciate my old one, cause I did. It's just that it is like 4 years old. It has served its purpose. Now I have a Sony cybershot, it is a 14.1 megapixel! It takes amazing pictures. Here is a preview of a few pics I took. I think they look amazing!

Onward and upward

I have crawled out of my hole. I feel much better. So good in fact that I mowed my lawn! I know right sounds like so much fun. ;) I made two batches of pizza sauce. I am going to make home made pizza tonight! HOLLA! I love home made pizza. Anyways....both girls were away last night. One was at a friends and the other was at mawmaws. So, I had my husband all to myself. I loved it. We played guitar hero (Metallica version). I sucked, Lucas kicked ass! I took a shower with no toilets being flushed or hands being washed, I didn't have to say one time, "hold on I will be right there". It was a nice shower. I got my legs shaved they are smooth as a babys bottom. I wanted to painted my nails, I ended up playing wii instead. ;) I have had a nice day. I have almost finished my latest Sookie Stackhouse book. I love that series, if you have not read it and want to let me know, I have all the books. :) It is totally worth reading.

The Hole

I am down in the dumps. I hate it here, I want to be happy. I NEED to be happy. Small group last night was a disaster. :( I woke up happy only to have that sinking feeling something was wrong, something is wrong. I hate this. I hate feeling this way. I hate that things like this happen. ;_; I want to talk, but I don't want anyone else down in this hole with me. I'm sorry. Reading this is just as depressing as talking about it. :/

Autumn invited me to go shopping with one day this week. I think that will be good. Maybe I will do some light school shopping. I still have no clue who is going to be my girls' teachers. I can't buy supplies until I know for sure.

To my friends out there, thank you for being my friend. Sometimes I am a really rotten friend, but thanks for putting up with me. Love you guys!

The Bad Dream

Around 4:00 a.m. I hear Brook get up and run like the wind to the bathroom. After doing her business I hear a faint tapping on my door. It goes like this.
Tap tap tap
Me: yes?
Brook: Mommy?
Me: yes.
Brook: Can I just have a hug and kiss?
Me: Of course you can, come in.
She runs in my room and throws her little shaking body on me, I asked if she had a bad dream and she says yes in a shaky voice. I ask if she would like to stay in the room with me and daddy. Yes (still shaky).
She then tells me what her bad dream was, there were coyotes outside her bedroom window, and the window was round so they could come in. I told her that her window is so far off the ground only a bird could come in. That made her feel better. She wrapped her tiny arms around me, gave me a hug and kiss, told me she loves me, and then thanks me for letting her sleep with me. Then she snuggled into the crook of my elbow and went to sleep.
Some days are so challenging being a mother. Sometimes the nights are worse. I love that my baby knew mommy and daddy would keep her safe and help her feel better. Days and nights like this, makes me LOVE being a mommy!!!!

Ever wonder?

Ever wonder why people complain? I do. I mean I complain, then I wonder why I did it. Nothing good comes from it. My kids will learn to complain.....strike that my kids HAVE learned to complain. I always want to say things like "that's not fair!" "why does this always happen to me?" "when will it be my turn for some good luck?" blah blah blah!!! I have it so good; yet I complain about such small things. I know people who have a great reason to complain but they don't. Weird huh? They must know some secret. A secret they will not share........"why can't I know the secret?" See that? I just did it!! Complained over nothing. :/ Along with my stupid diet I am going to try not to complain. If I do please for the love of God, tell me to shut up!! I need to be more thankful and less negative! ;) Thanks......in advance.

Whats new in the Rolince family

I enrolled Alexis back into public school. I had to do it. Both my girls will be in school this year. I am wanting to get a part time J-O-B! But it had to be flexible and close. (Good luck huh?) I put my beloved dog outside. Her hair was making me nuts!! For real it was. I was sweeping my kitchen 10 times a day and running the vacuum 2 times a day. So out she went. I have also decided to not put the girls in dance this year. Lex will be in the choir and Brook is trying sports, lots of sports. Soccer will be the newest sport. They both did track. They both liked it. I re-connected with an old friend. We have gone our separate ways 2 times now. I am hoping this time we will stay close. I am on a diet. (GAG) I hate to use the word but it needs to be said. DIET! I have lost 5 pounds so far. I can not stand the thought of getting on my treadmill or walking in this fing heat. So I have to do something. Food controll is what I decided on. ;) Wish me luck.