The Hole

I am down in the dumps. I hate it here, I want to be happy. I NEED to be happy. Small group last night was a disaster. :( I woke up happy only to have that sinking feeling something was wrong, something is wrong. I hate this. I hate feeling this way. I hate that things like this happen. ;_; I want to talk, but I don't want anyone else down in this hole with me. I'm sorry. Reading this is just as depressing as talking about it. :/

Autumn invited me to go shopping with one day this week. I think that will be good. Maybe I will do some light school shopping. I still have no clue who is going to be my girls' teachers. I can't buy supplies until I know for sure.

To my friends out there, thank you for being my friend. Sometimes I am a really rotten friend, but thanks for putting up with me. Love you guys!